GEMS (Graduate Employability Management Scheme)
It's been a long time that i havent post anything to my blog..rindu diet geek tau!!!
Last 12th July 2009, aku gi daftar join GEMS...niat dalam hati of course lah yg palping utama nalk dapat duit cepat, hsecondly, nak cari ilmu..huhu..Money alwayz comes first!!! Well people hsay Moonie Loves Money so do Money Loves Moonie..haha!
Oklah niat sebenar nak cite pasal apa itu GEMS, so boleylah penanam anggur terhormat macam aku dulu mendapat serba sedikit info...kot2lah terbuka hati nak join dpd ngabihkan boraih kat umah..hihi
Perjalanan lebey kurang 4jam ke Felda Trolak...naik kete sorang2...agak cuak... Dalam minda nih dah set for sure tempat dia hulu, unaccessable dan pastinya xbanyak kemudahan...kuar je tol slim river/trolak..ternyata amatlah sunyi..seolah2 aku jer yg naik kete + lori2 muatan berat di jalan raya jadi peneman... Dalam lebey kurang 15km dpd tol barulah nampak sign board besar Felda Residence Trolak..lega dalam hati seribu kali lega..akhirnya Allah permudahkan urusan sampai jugak..
Masuk jer kawasan tuh, kelihatanlah rumah2 felda yang tipikal reka bentuknya..huhu..Tiba2 teringat suasana balik kampung kat Kota Tinggi Johor...terubat gak sket rindu nak balik johor..
diri dah bersedia mental fizikal andai lepas nih terpaksa menginap kat dalam salah sebuah rumah2 tu...gi kelas cam kat universiti dulu dalam suasana pnuh kedesaan...haha syahdu sekali..
Carik punye carik last skali jumpalah sebuah bangunan yg agak sophisticated rekaannya diberi nama Rajawali Hall...kat sana nampak ramailah graduan2 bersama ibu bapa msg2 seolah2 nak antar anak masuk asrama..hihi..
Finally, rasa penuh lega sebabnya tinggal selama 2 bulan setengah dalam bilik air cond ala2 hotel gitew + makan buffett dgn lauk yg berlambak + dessert yg sedap setiap hari... huhu memang best!!!
Cukuplah dulu..nanti aku citer lg..got to go now!! Quite busy...lalala
-Miss Moonie-
Becoming a Teacher is never easy...
" Alaa..susah2 sok, amik je KPLI, jadik cikgu sudey.."
Selalu jer aku dengar ayat tuh...especially drpd graduan2 yg tak tau hala tuju nak ke mana, atau pon yg dah berputus asa carik keja yg seswai ngan bidang diorang...
hmmm...jadi cikgu sebagai pilihan terakhir??? agak menyedihkan tapi tu la hakikatnya...ramai yang merasakan jadik cikgu nih senang..pegi pagi balik tengah hari..keja tak banyak, banyak cuti... bla bla bla...
Personally, i never thought becoming a good teacher is easy..
Fuhh!!! dah 2 kali jadik guru ganti cabarannya tak pernah kurang, malah makin hebat. Dengan perangai budak2 yg makin 'kurang asam' berbanding dulu, masalah attitude dan adab serta exposure yg mengancam memang susah!!! It could be that i'm not taking all the pedagogilah n byk lagi subjek edu tu yang menyebabkan rasa susah..mgkin salah satu faktor..tapi kalu observe betul2 pon xsemua guru minat mengajar..ada yg setakat pegi makan gaji jer... sorry again but its the reality...
First week
- got to catch up with the latest lesson taught..study ringkasan yg xpaham habuk pon...tanya budak yg lagilah xpeduli apa yg diorang blaja...
- need to find out the ability n skill empowered by those students before finding the best method of teaching to apply..
- need to cope with such a noisy surrounding...masuk je kelas perangai masing2 macam beruk dalam zoo..lari sana, lari sini, tendang sana, sepak sini,,warrrgggh rasa nak jerit jer...dan akhirnya memang aku menjerit.. DIAM!!!!!.. malangnya hanya senyap seminit dan bising semula.
- need to face wif lots of nonsense question such as " teacher, teacher nih garang tak??", "teacher saya malasla nak buat keja nih..xyah buat boleh?", "teacher, saya buat dalam buku lain boley.?.saya xbawak bukula.."...OMG what kinda quest is that???!!!
- need other skills as i need to teach Seni + Music + PK as well...totally lost!
2nd day
i had had enough!!! kali nih mesti tunjuk taring..biar kejam sket memandangkan nasihat lemah lembut diorang tak dengar... bg yg terjerit2 melalak, jalan sana sini 2-3 das cubitan yg kejam diberi...plus kena berdiri kat depan kelas... masuk jer kelas budak pandai satu ceramah panjang lebar disediakan..sebelum tuh seperti biasa 2-3 das pukulan pembaris panjang singgah kat buntut beberapa org student yg xmakan saman.. "You'all jgn ingat u all pandai i nak sangat mengajar kelas nih..pandai kalau tak tau hormat cikgu buat hapa!!! Saya lg rela mengajar budak bodo drp ngajar budak pandai tapi kurg ajar!!! xkebuluq saya nak masuk kelas nih kalu awak sume buat perangai mcm nih lagi!!!!... huhuhu...dgn muka penuh emo..satu kelas pon diam..senyap sunyi dgr bunyik cengkerik jer...ha br korang tau sapa teacher Muni..huhu!
masuk pulak kelas paling tak pandai..pada hari keempat... betul2 menguji kesabaran... dah la posa time tuh, birthday aku pulak ada la mangkuk 3 ekor nih buat perangai degil tahap cipan!!! isk rasanya cipan pon tak camtuh! Thp kesabaran makin menurun, marah makin meningkat..makin lama makin kecik jer aku tgk bdk2 tuh... Last2 terpaksa bertindak kejam mengheret sorang budak kuar drp kelas..so that yg lg 2 org pengikut dia kuar...memang time tuh aku dah xde belas kasihan lagik...siap cubit perut sorang2...jemur diorang berdiri kat dpn ofis ngadap kantin sampai balik..siap tambah lagi "kamu nih nak jadik apa???nak melawan cakap saya..kamu dah rasa diri baguih sangat??? dok kat situ..saya benci tengok muka kamu.. Kamu kan muka xmalu..ha tayang muka kamu tuh kat sume orang!!!" ... "Bang!!!" pintu ditutup sekuat hati...geram btoi aku hari tuh..hehe kalu ad yg rakam for sure aku kna ngadap Muhyiddin Yassin sebab kes guru dera murid..isk2
dahla...experience minggu pertama.. bila2 cite plak minggu kedua.. Tak senang kan nak jadik cikgu???
THE CLIMB – MILEY CYRUS
Love this lyric…soo inspiring!
I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"
Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking
But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going
And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on
'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be anuphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!
Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa