GEMS (Graduate Employability Management Scheme)

It's been a long time that i havent post anything to my blog..rindu diet geek tau!!!

Last 12th July 2009, aku gi daftar join GEMS...niat dalam hati of course lah yg palping utama nalk dapat duit cepat, hsecondly, nak cari ilmu..huhu..Money alwayz comes first!!! Well people hsay Moonie Loves Money so do Money Loves Moonie..haha!

Oklah niat sebenar nak cite pasal apa itu GEMS, so boleylah penanam anggur terhormat macam aku dulu mendapat serba sedikit info...kot2lah terbuka hati nak join dpd ngabihkan boraih kat umah..hihi

Perjalanan lebey kurang 4jam ke Felda Trolak...naik kete sorang2...agak cuak... Dalam minda nih dah set for sure tempat dia hulu, unaccessable dan pastinya xbanyak kemudahan...kuar je tol slim river/trolak..ternyata amatlah sunyi..seolah2 aku jer yg naik kete + lori2 muatan berat di jalan raya jadi peneman... Dalam lebey kurang 15km dpd tol barulah nampak sign board besar Felda Residence Trolak..lega dalam hati seribu kali lega..akhirnya Allah permudahkan urusan sampai jugak..

Masuk jer kawasan tuh, kelihatanlah rumah2 felda yang tipikal reka bentuknya..huhu..Tiba2 teringat suasana balik kampung kat Kota Tinggi Johor...terubat gak sket rindu nak balik johor..

diri dah bersedia mental fizikal andai lepas nih terpaksa menginap kat dalam salah sebuah rumah2 tu...gi kelas cam kat universiti dulu dalam suasana pnuh kedesaan...haha syahdu sekali..

Carik punye carik last skali jumpalah sebuah bangunan yg agak sophisticated rekaannya diberi nama Rajawali Hall...kat sana nampak ramailah graduan2 bersama ibu bapa msg2 seolah2 nak antar anak masuk asrama..hihi..

Finally, rasa penuh lega sebabnya tinggal selama 2 bulan setengah dalam bilik air cond ala2 hotel gitew + makan buffett dgn lauk yg berlambak + dessert yg sedap setiap hari... huhu memang best!!!

Cukuplah dulu..nanti aku citer lg..got to go now!! Quite busy...lalala

-Miss Moonie-

Becoming a Teacher is never easy...



" Alaa..susah2 sok, amik je KPLI, jadik cikgu sudey.."

Selalu jer aku dengar ayat tuh...especially drpd graduan2 yg tak tau hala tuju nak ke mana, atau pon yg dah berputus asa carik keja yg seswai ngan bidang diorang...

hmmm...jadi cikgu sebagai pilihan terakhir??? agak menyedihkan tapi tu la hakikatnya...ramai yang merasakan jadik cikgu nih senang..pegi pagi balik tengah hari..keja tak banyak, banyak cuti... bla bla bla...

Personally, i never thought becoming a good teacher is easy..
Fuhh!!! dah 2 kali jadik guru ganti cabarannya tak pernah kurang, malah makin hebat. Dengan perangai budak2 yg makin 'kurang asam' berbanding dulu, masalah attitude dan adab serta exposure yg mengancam memang susah!!! It could be that i'm not taking all the pedagogilah n byk lagi subjek edu tu yang menyebabkan rasa susah..mgkin salah satu faktor..tapi kalu observe betul2 pon xsemua guru minat mengajar..ada yg setakat pegi makan gaji jer... sorry again but its the reality...


First week

  • got to catch up with the latest lesson taught..study ringkasan yg xpaham habuk pon...tanya budak yg lagilah xpeduli apa yg diorang blaja...
  • need to find out the ability n skill empowered by those students before finding the best method of teaching to apply..
  • need to cope with such a noisy surrounding...masuk je kelas perangai masing2 macam beruk dalam zoo..lari sana, lari sini, tendang sana, sepak sini,,warrrgggh rasa nak jerit jer...dan akhirnya memang aku menjerit.. DIAM!!!!!.. malangnya hanya senyap seminit dan bising semula.
  • need to face wif lots of nonsense question such as " teacher, teacher nih garang tak??", "teacher saya malasla nak buat keja nih..xyah buat boleh?", "teacher, saya buat dalam buku lain boley.?.saya xbawak bukula.."...OMG what kinda quest is that???!!!
  • need other skills as i need to teach Seni + Music + PK as well...totally lost!
at first i got into the first ranking class, i'm soo disappointed with the attitude...they never respect their teacher at all... buat bising tak hingat, tak endah arahan cikgu plus kuar masuk kelas sesuka ati je. Ada plak yg buat free concert..nyanyi lagu e-toyol kuat2...hish ikut hati aku penampor jugak budak2 xreti bhs nih!

2nd day
i had had enough!!! kali nih mesti tunjuk taring..biar kejam sket memandangkan nasihat lemah lembut diorang tak dengar... bg yg terjerit2 melalak, jalan sana sini 2-3 das cubitan yg kejam diberi...plus kena berdiri kat depan kelas... masuk jer kelas budak pandai satu ceramah panjang lebar disediakan..sebelum tuh seperti biasa 2-3 das pukulan pembaris panjang singgah kat buntut beberapa org student yg xmakan saman.. "You'all jgn ingat u all pandai i nak sangat mengajar kelas nih..pandai kalau tak tau hormat cikgu buat hapa!!! Saya lg rela mengajar budak bodo drp ngajar budak pandai tapi kurg ajar!!! xkebuluq saya nak masuk kelas nih kalu awak sume buat perangai mcm nih lagi!!!!... huhuhu...dgn muka penuh emo..satu kelas pon diam..senyap sunyi dgr bunyik cengkerik jer...ha br korang tau sapa teacher Muni..huhu!

masuk pulak kelas paling tak pandai..pada hari keempat... betul2 menguji kesabaran... dah la posa time tuh, birthday aku pulak ada la mangkuk 3 ekor nih buat perangai degil tahap cipan!!! isk rasanya cipan pon tak camtuh! Thp kesabaran makin menurun, marah makin meningkat..makin lama makin kecik jer aku tgk bdk2 tuh... Last2 terpaksa bertindak kejam mengheret sorang budak kuar drp kelas..so that yg lg 2 org pengikut dia kuar...memang time tuh aku dah xde belas kasihan lagik...siap cubit perut sorang2...jemur diorang berdiri kat dpn ofis ngadap kantin sampai balik..siap tambah lagi "kamu nih nak jadik apa???nak melawan cakap saya..kamu dah rasa diri baguih sangat??? dok kat situ..saya benci tengok muka kamu.. Kamu kan muka xmalu..ha tayang muka kamu tuh kat sume orang!!!" ... "Bang!!!" pintu ditutup sekuat hati...geram btoi aku hari tuh..hehe
kalu ad yg rakam for sure aku kna ngadap Muhyiddin Yassin sebab kes guru dera murid..isk2

dahla...experience minggu pertama..
bila2 cite plak minggu kedua.. Tak senang kan nak jadik cikgu???




THE CLIMB – MILEY CYRUS


Love this lyric…soo inspiring!

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming

But there's a voice inside my head saying

"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be an uphill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose


Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down

But no, I'm not breaking


I may not know it

But these are the moments that

I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on


'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be anuphill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose


Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!


There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb, yeah!


Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby

It's all about, it's all about the climb

Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

Bila masa tu…arggghh laparnya!!!

Hmmm..entri kali nih khas untuk kaum hawa di luar sana..terutamanya yang telah mencapai akil baligh.. Mungkin ada yang menganggap isu “period” or “masa tu” agak sensitive untuk bacaan umum. Tapi, bagi saya tak salah rasanya berkongsi ilmu. Kaum lelaki di luar sana patut tahu juga sebenarnya (khusus untuk mereka yang berminatla..). Saya yakin pasti ada gunanya kelak nanti apabila bergelar suami ataupun bapa.


Selalunya bila nak tiba “masa tu” kita selalu rasa nak makan..kalau boleh nak telan jer sume benda..

Duduk kejap-kejap rasa lapar..pastuh nak makan.. kalau boleh nak makan chocolate cake lah, cheese cake secret recipe lah, ice cream lah dan macam-macam lagi. Selalunya makanan yg diidam mengandungi kandungan karbohidrat yang tinggi dan manis..

Huhu..kadang-kadang tu mengalahkan orang mengandung pulak rasa..,mengidam yang bukan-bukan..


Kenapa jadi macam ni ek??


Kelaparan drastic secara tiba-tiba atau pun perangai buruk lantak yang berlaku setiap bulan nih ada sangkut pautnya dengan hormone estrogen dalam badan kita.



Apa tu estrogen?


Estrogen nih ialah hormone dalam badan wanita yg lazimnya berfungsi memberikan ciri-ciri sexual wanita. Selain daripada tuh, estrogen berfungsi sebagai stimulating hormone dengan meningkatkan pengeluaran serotonin (agen penenang), norepinephrine (hormone yg menyebabkan rasa berdebar-debar) dan juga endorphin (natural painkillers & pleasure stimulators).


Apabila nak period, kandungan estrogen dalam badan akan berkurangan dan progesterone akan meningkat. Jadi bila estrogen rendah, maka serotonin (agen penenang), akan turut sama berkurang. Senang cite, masa nilah gejala PMS (sindrom prahaid) berlaku.


Mulalah kita nak emo,marah-marah, mengamuk, rasa sedih, sensitip terlebih dan sebagainya…

Salah satu cara untuk badan meningkatkan pengeluaran serotonin ni ialah melalui makanan yang berkarbohidrat tinggi. Ha, sebab tulah bila nak tiba “masa tu” rasa nak bedal jer sume yang manis-manis. Bukan takat tu jer, kadang-kadang pempuan yang asalnya tak berapa selera nak makan tiba-tiba jer rasa nak makan 24 jam..huhu.


So, saya yg nak kuruskan badan nih susahlah..Macam mana nak diet kalau setiap bulan ada jer masa saya terlebih amik kalori???


Relax, bertenang dan jangan gelabah…

Sesungguhnya Allah tu maha adil..Allah jadikan sesuatu ada hikmahnya…

Bila nak tiba “masa tu”, pada masa yg sama paras hormone progesterone akan tinggi..


Apa gunanya progesterone??

Ha, progesterone nih secara tak langsung akan meningkatkan kadar metabolism badan. Jadi, kalori yang dibakar atau tenaga yg diperlukan akan lebih daripada biasa. Selalunya kita boleh kesan bila badan tiba-tiba terasa panas drp biasa. Secara puratanya sebanyak extra 250 kcal akan diperlukan oleh badan waktu nih.. Tapi kadang-kadang ada yang lebih..terpulang kepada tubuh individu.


Jadi, kalau tiba-tiba craving for something sweet, tak perlulah terlalu risau…

Setakat sepotong kek coklat atau pun satu ice cream rasanya tak menjadi masalah untuk anda..


Sekian dahulu..


Semoga entri kali ini banyak memberikan manfaat dan input buat semua.


-Miss Moonie-

Time for Commercial break…!!!



Dedicated whole heartedly to someone special….huhu

You Belong with Me…

You’re on the phone with your girlfriend she’s upset

She’s going off about something that you said

She doesn’t get your humor like I do

I’m in the room its typical Tuesday nite

I’m listening to the kind of music she doesn’t like

And she’ll never know story like I do


But she wears short skirt, I wear t-shirts

She’s cheer captain and I’m on the bleachers

Dreaming bout the day when you wake up and find that what you’re looking for

Has been here the whole time

If you could see that I’m the one who understand you

Been here all along so why can’t you see

You belong with me, you belong with me…


Walking the streets with you and your worn out jeans

I can’t help thinking this is how it ought to be

Laughing on a park bench thinking to myself

Hey isn’t this easy


And you’ve got a smile that can light up this whole town

I haven’t seen it in a while since she brought you down

You say you fine I know you better than that

Hey what you’re doing with a girl like that


She wears high heels

I wear sneakers

She’s cheer captain and I’m on the bleachers

Dreaming bout the day when you wake up and find that what you’re looking for

Has been here the whole time


If you could see that I’m the one who understand you

Been here all along so why can’t you see

You belong with me,


Standing by waiting at your back door

All this time how could you not know baby

You belong with me, you belong with me…


Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the nite

I’m the one who makes you laugh when you know you’re bout to cry

I know your favorite songs and you tell me bout your dreams

Think I know where you belong think I know it’s with me

Can’t you see that I’m the one who understand you

Been here all along so why can’t you see

You belong with me….!!!

Standing by waiting at your back door

All this time how could you not know baby

You belong with me, you belong with me… you belong with me….

Have you ever thought just MAYBE you belong with me..

You belong with me…


kawaiii.... :P

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